I know I havent written much about anything really. But sometimes I come here and just stare at the blankness of the page. Moreover, I dont have much to write about. If I had a laptop or computer with Wifi access in my house the story of my life would have never stop recieving posts!
its my senior year. 55 more days until I graduate and still I feel as if everything is topsie-turnvie. Old saying has a lot of meaning towards it. I havent been in school for 2 weeks and this week I finally came back. Being sick is not joke and people need to understand that I didnt come just cause I didnt want to, but mainly because I was sick and ill.
As a senior at my school, my very small charter school, life is kinda difficult. As a senior you have triple the work and pressure to make sure you do in fact graduate. Graduation is my motivation.
My school never had prom, but this year decided a prom was needed. Great, now I can go alone to prom or stay home like a sucker and save $50! But then, in the future, I know I will regret it. Because prom is the American pastime kinda thing. And growing up I already experienced all the hate towards me and my family. it sucks knowing no body likes you or just wants to hook up with you.
So goal, for me, is to find a date.
Not one that uses me for money, or just wants to get into the junior/senior prom thing. no, someone who likes me for me. And surprises me with tickets? Haha, a girl can dream.
Speaking of senior year. its official. My senior class is going to Six Flags for our trip. Im proud we raised all the money we needed. It feels good to know you succeeded with a goal.
Goals are an important thing or aspect in my life because 1) they make you work extra hard for something & 2) to keep telling yourself nt to give up.
I dont know how Im going to make out this year. Or finish it. But all I know, with the help of this diary entry blog is I somehow will.
xoxo
Eli
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