Yes, yes it has been a while. But when I am not writing in this boring blog, I am trying to live life, without making any big mistakes.
What do normal people do on a Saturday? Wait, let me rephrase that, what do normal teenagers do on Saturday? And a nice and sunny one too?
Maybe hit the mall? or chill at besties house but me, unlike most teenagers, am stuck at work. Since 330 am. I got off of work yesterday at 12:30 am and had to go back in. Right now, its nap time.
But some kids dont sleep.... And by some I mean Desean. He is a 6 year old boy who thinks he can control everything. But he knows he cant. Because when he challenges me, he always loses. His mother is abusive so his aunty took him in, and CPS makes sure that no one hurts or harms him. And because of his past, his attitude is always reflected.
I mean just two days ago he bite a four year old boy! For a toy!!!!
kids are funny, and all, but should obviously know better then bite a friend.
each day I feel as if he quizzes me, or each minute. Because he wants to know what he can or cannot get away with. Sadly I am not the type of teacher to be all lovey dovey (well yes I am), but I am very strict (not). I want kids to have fun but be reasonable about it!.
is that so hard to ask for?
Besides work, I have missed a lot of school, and that is a bad thing because well... I want to graduate and all but somethings are more important than others. You know?
I mean whats the point of school if your re learning the darn past? I mean I get it... anything new??? And in all honestness, I dont have many friends so why even bother. Plus, there is no cute guys in school. the ones i like are taken or gay.
Is something wrong with me?
One day, I'll be happy Elizabet, from that one school.
And people would be like, wow, you look nice and shit.
I would be like, I knows.
well I have to go, nap time is always a drag but its my job.
love you guys.
xoxo
Eli
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